I’m not ready to do this yet.
We were at a family member’s wedding last night and this
morning everyone is exhausted. I so enjoyed seeing members of my extended
family. But this week has worn me out physically and emotionally.
Now I have to speak with a member of my family who is currently living by himself in Utah.
I hate being in limbo. From not having our military orders
on time. Or from the six weeks we spent in lodging while looking for a house in
Utah. Or the many deployments and other assignments we were required to endure. Now this, a separation (of my choosing this time), lasting an undetermined length of time, is the latest
limbo bound to drive me loony.
I am trying to create my path to happiness and preserve my
little family, but I’m not sure I can have it all.
My husband is bound by duty to stay in Utah until he can
separate from service. I need to determine my own wants and needs and see if I
can fit into this equation again, this strange and complicated word problem.
Unfortunately I’ve always sucked at math. Wish me luck.
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